散文佳作108篇 第42期:我有一個(gè)志愿 I Have a Dream

I Have a Dream

老舍

Lao She

我是個(gè)沒有什么大志愿的人。我向來沒說過自己有如何了不起的學(xué)問與天才，也沒覺得誰的職業(yè)比我自己的高貴或低賤。我只希望吃的飽，穿的暖，而盡心盡力的寫些文章。

I am not an amb’s profession as superior or inferior. I merely hope to have enough to eatand enough to wear so that I can dedicate myself to writing.

在寫文章中我可是有個(gè)志愿——希望能寫出一本好的劇本來。雖然我是沒有什么遠(yuǎn)大志愿的人，這個(gè)志愿——寫個(gè)好劇本——可的確不算很小。要達(dá)到這個(gè)志愿，我須第一，去讀很多很多的書——頂好是能上外國(guó)去讀幾年書。第二，我須有戲必看，去“養(yǎng)”我的眼睛。第三，我想我應(yīng)當(dāng)?shù)绞裁磩F(tuán)中作二年職員，天天和導(dǎo)演、演員、與其他的專門的技術(shù)人員有親密的接觸。第四，或者我還應(yīng)當(dāng)學(xué)學(xué)演戲，常扮個(gè)什么不重要的角色。把上述四項(xiàng)都作到，我還不知道我是否有寫劇的天才。假若沒有，我的工夫雖然下到了，可還是難以如愿。這個(gè)志愿真的不算小!

Talking about writing, I have a dream to realize. I hope I can write a good play some day. Thisdream, however, is not a small one. To realize my dream, firstly I need to read a lot or, betterstill, spend a couple of years studying abroad. Secondly, I must go to the theater and see asmany plays as possible to cultivate my eyes. Thirdly, I should get a job at the theater for ayear or two to be in everyday contact with directors, actors and all kinds of technicians.Fourthly, perhaps, I should also learn some acting, getting a minor role to play from time totime. Even with all these prerequisites fulfilled, I am still not sure that I have the aptitude of aplaywright. If not, my dream cannot come true even if I have worked the hardest. So you see,in this sense, my dream is really not a small one.

恐怕有人以為我不很實(shí)誠(chéng)吧——寫個(gè)劇本也值得發(fā)這么大的愿?好，讓咱們往遠(yuǎn)里說說吧。第一，即使在沒有用文字寫出來的小說的民族中，他們也必定有口傳的詩(shī)歌與故事，人，從一個(gè)意義來說，是活在記憶中的。他記得過去，才關(guān)切將來。否則他們活在虛無飄渺中，不知自己從何而來，和要往哪里去。因此，文藝——不管是寫出來的還是口傳的一一老不會(huì)死亡。文藝出喪的日子，也就是文化死亡的時(shí)候。

You might think I am not telling the truth一making such a ftiss over the mere writing of a play.Very well. Let us look at the matter in a broader perspective. Even in a nation without writtenfiction, there must be bAllads and folk-tales passed down orally. Man, in a sense, lives inmemory. As he remembers the past, he cares for the future. Otherwise he loses his sense ofcontinuity not knowing where he comes from and where he is going. Therefore, literature andarts, either in written form or oral, will never die. If they did, culture would die too.

你看，文藝有多么重要!

You see how important literature and arts are!

第二，等到文化較高了，人們——受宗教的或社會(huì)行動(dòng)的帶動(dòng)——才發(fā)明了戲劇。戲劇比詩(shī)歌與故事年輕，而在服裝上，動(dòng)作上，談吐上，都比它的哥哥們更漂亮、活潑、文雅的多。戲劇把當(dāng)時(shí)的文化整個(gè)的活現(xiàn)在人的眼前。文化有多么高，多么大，它也就有多么高，多么大。有了戲劇的民族，不會(huì)再返歸野蠻，它需要好的故事，好的思想，好言語，好的音樂、服裝、跳舞，與好的舞臺(tái)。它還需要受過特別訓(xùn)練的演員與有教養(yǎng)的觀眾。它不但要包括藝術(shù)，也要包括文化!戲劇，從一個(gè)意義來說，是文化的發(fā)言人。假如你還不大看起戲劇，就請(qǐng)想想看吧，有沒有第二個(gè)東西足以代替它?準(zhǔn)保沒有!再看看，哪一個(gè)野蠻民族“有”真正的戲劇?和哪個(gè)文化高的民族，“沒有”戲劇?

And then, it was not until culture was further developed that man, stimulated by religious andsocial activities, invented drama. Drama is a genre much younger than poetry and fiction, butmore beautiful and lively and more refined in constume, acting and monologue or dialogue.Drama presents to the audience the culture of the day in a vivid manner. It develops along withculture. When a nation is developed in drama, it can never be barbarized again because dramarequires good stories with good ideas, refined language and good music, graceful dancing anda good stage; it also requires well-trained actors and actresses and well-mannered audiences. Itis integrated with arts and culture as well. To a certain degree drama is the spokesman ofculture. If by now you still held drama in contempt, I’d like you to think about one question: Isthere anything else that can substitute for drama? I can assure you there is none. Here isanother question for you to think about: Is there any barbarous tribe that is developed in realdrama or any civilized country that is without drama?

你看，戲劇有多么重要!

You see how important drama is!

戲劇既是這么大的東西，我怎能不為要寫個(gè)劇本而下個(gè)很大的志愿呢?它的根子雖然生長(zhǎng)在文藝的園地里，它所吸取的卻是藝術(shù)全部的養(yǎng)分啊!

Since drama is so important, don't you think I should make a resolution to write one? Drama isrooted in the soil of literature and arts, but it absorbs nourishment All arts.

好吧，雖然我是個(gè)沒有什么遠(yuǎn)志的人，我卻要在今天——戲劇節(jié)一一定下這么一個(gè)大志愿。這并不是要湊湊熱鬧，而是想在文化的建設(shè)中寫寫少不得的戲劇呀!文化滋養(yǎng)藝術(shù)，藝術(shù)又翻回頭來領(lǐng)導(dǎo)文化，建設(shè)文化。在藝術(shù)中，能綜合藝術(shù)各部門而求其總效果的，只有戲劇。

Well, though I am not an ambitious person, I want to make a resolution on the occasion ofthis Drama Festival. I don’t mean to add to the clamor but to write some plays that areindispensable to the growth of culture. Literature and arts take nourishment from culture andat the same time guide and promote culture. Of all the genres of literature and arts, drama isthe only one that integrates other arts with their artistic effects.

抗戰(zhàn)與文化建設(shè)須攜手而行。那么，我要立志寫個(gè)好劇本，大概并不能算作無聊。至于我能否如愿以償，那就看我的努力如何了。愿與戲劇同仁共勉之。

The construction of culture has an important role to play in the War against JapaneseAggression. So when I say I want to write a good play, I am not talking nonsense. As forwhether I will be able to realize my dream, it all depends on how hard I work. I am willing towork in this field together with my friends and colleagues to achieve this goal.