暮光之城?暮色 第220期:第十三章 自白(15)

[00:00:52]I finally was able to speak, though my voice was faint. In the hospital? 我終于可以說(shuō)話了，雖然我的聲音是那么的微弱?！霸卺t(yī)院里?” [00:10:43]His eyes flashed up to mine. I was appalled. I couldn't believe I had put us in danger after all, put myself in your power — you of all people. 他的眼睛飛快地轉(zhuǎn)向我的眼睛?！拔倚捏@膽寒。我不敢相信自己居然把我們放到了如此危險(xiǎn)的境地，把自己置于你的股掌之下——在所有人中，偏偏選中了你。 [00:17:52]As if I needed another motive to kill you. We both flinched as that word slipped out. 就好像我需要另一個(gè)動(dòng)機(jī)來(lái)殺了你一樣?！碑?dāng)這話說(shuō)出口的時(shí)候，我們都畏縮了一下。 [00:24:12]But it had the opposite effect, he continued quickly. I fought with Rosalie, Emmett, and Jasper when they suggested that now was the time “但這卻起了反作用?！彼o接著繼續(xù)說(shuō)道?！拔腋_莎莉，艾美特還有賈斯帕大吵一架，因?yàn)樗麄兲嶙h現(xiàn)在正是時(shí)候 [00:33:59]the worst fight we've ever had. Carlisle sided with me, and Alice. He grimaced when he said her name. 那是我們爭(zhēng)辯得最激烈的一次。但卡萊爾站在我這邊，還有愛(ài)麗絲?！碑?dāng)他說(shuō)到她的名字時(shí)，他做了個(gè)鬼臉。 [00:42:51]I couldn't imagine why. Esme told me to do whatever I had to in order to stay. He shook his head indulgently. 我想不出為什么?！鞍济犯嬖V我，我可以做任何我想做的事，只要我肯留下來(lái)。”他寵溺地?fù)u了搖頭。 [00:51:49]All that next day I eavesdropped on the minds of everyone you spoke to, shocked that you kept your word. “第二天，我一直在偷聽(tīng)所有和你說(shuō)話的人的想法。我很震驚，你居然遵守了諾言。 [00:58:52]I didn't understand you at all. But I knew that I couldn't become more involved with you. 我根本無(wú)法理解你。但我知道我不能和你再有任何牽連了。我竭盡全力，盡可能地遠(yuǎn)離你。 [01:03:22]I did my very best to stay as far from you as possible. And every day the perfume of your skin, your breath, your hair 可每一天你的肌膚上散發(fā)出來(lái)的香氣，你的呼吸，你的頭發(fā) [01:12:32]it hit me as hard as the very first day. 這一切都像第一天那樣深深地撼動(dòng)著我?！? [01:14:54]He met my eyes again, and they were surprisingly tender. 他又一次對(duì)上了我的眼睛，他的眼神溫柔得驚人。 [01:19:08]And for all that, he continued, I'd have fared better if I had exposed us all at that first moment, than if now, here “而在經(jīng)歷了這一切之后，”他繼續(xù)說(shuō)道?！拔掖_實(shí)有所改進(jìn)。雖然最初我暴露了我們所有人的真面目，雖然此時(shí)，此地 [01:29:56]with no witnesses and nothing to stop me — I were to hurt you. 沒(méi)有目擊者，也沒(méi)有什么能阻止我——我還是有可能傷害你。” [01:33:36]I was human enough to have to ask. Why? 我的人類本能讓我不得不問(wèn)道：“為什么?” [01:36:49]Isabella. He pronounced my full name carefully, then playfully ruffled my hair with his free hand. “伊莎貝拉?！彼屑?xì)地拼讀出我的全名，然后開(kāi)玩笑地用他空著的手弄亂了我的頭發(fā)。 [01:48:05]A shock ran through my body at his casual touch. Bella, I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. 他不經(jīng)意的觸碰讓一陣震撼傳遍了我的全身?！柏惱?，如果我傷害了你，我絕對(duì)不會(huì)讓自己活下去。 [01:57:18]You don't know how it's tortured me. He looked down, ashamed again. The thought of you, still, white, cold 你不知道這將會(huì)怎樣地折磨著我?！彼瓜骂^，再次羞愧起來(lái)。“只要想到你將變得僵硬，蒼白，冰冷 [02:06:18]to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses 再也看不到你羞怯的紅暈，再也看不到當(dāng)你看穿我的偽裝時(shí)眼里一閃而過(guò)的直覺(jué) [02:14:23]it would be unendurable. He lifted his glorious, agonized eyes to mine. 這一切簡(jiǎn)直讓人無(wú)法忍受?！彼鹉请p明亮的，充滿歉意的眼睛，看著我的眼眸。 [02:21:40]You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever. “現(xiàn)在你是這個(gè)世界上對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)最重要的事情了。至少對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)是最重要的?！?

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