找誰(shuí)依靠 34：乞丐 The mendicant

The mendicant

乞丐

When I think how long I have lived

每當(dāng)我想起自己年高壽長(zhǎng)

I am struck by life’s injustice:

命運(yùn)的不公讓我愕然;

Others have lived much less

他人的生命何其短暫

Some have been given less than an hour of life.

一些人在出生短短時(shí)間后便告別塵寰。

I recall my childhood

我想起了我的童年

And the various stages of my growth.

和生命成長(zhǎng)的各個(gè)階段。

I have been blessed, indeed, beyond anything

我，事實(shí)上，受到了絕無(wú)僅有的

I expected or deserved!

我所期望的，和我值得的眷顧!

I think of the experiences that life has given me—happy ones that filled my heart,

我想起生命賦予我的種種經(jīng)歷—幸福的事兒充滿(mǎn)我的心房，

Painful ones that helped me grow—

痛苦的事兒幫助我成長(zhǎng)—

Of the discoveries I have made...

我思考，那些我的發(fā)現(xiàn)…

Of the persons I was privileged to meet...

那些我有幸遇到的人…

And of my talents and abilities,

我的才華與能力，

Of sight

視力，

And hearing,

聽(tīng)力，

Smell and taste and touch

嗅覺(jué)，味覺(jué)和觸覺(jué)

And mind and will and memory

思想，意愿和記憶

And the limbs and organs of my body.

四肢及器官。

If I were to die today

如果我今天就要離去

I should certainly have had more than my fair share of life’s blessings.

當(dāng)然，我已經(jīng)受到自己不應(yīng)該有的那份人生眷顧。

Whatever else life has in store for me is an added gift

不管未來(lái)的人數(shù)還有什么在等待著我，

Quite undeserved.

那都是一件額外的禮物。

Having accepted this, I make myself aware of the fact

我誠(chéng)惶誠(chéng)恐甚感不配擁有。

That I have another day of life to live and relish.

知道這個(gè)，我清楚了我要認(rèn)真生活，體味生命中的另一天

I see myself go through the morning,

我要看著自己穿過(guò)清晨，

The afternoon,

走過(guò)下午，

And evening,

度過(guò)夜晚，

And accept my good luck gratefully.

感激地接收我的好運(yùn)氣。

I think of the person who to me is the dearest

我想到了哪個(gè)我生命中最重要的人

Of all who are alive today,

所以至今還健在的人們，

Of how he or she has enriched my life.

他或她讓我的生命更加富麗斑斕。

Tomorrow I may lose her...

明天也許我就會(huì)失去她….

Such is life’s fragility.

生命就是如此脆弱。

And if I did, I should have no cause for complaint.

如果我真的失去了她，我也不應(yīng)該有理由抱怨。

I have had her for so long,

我已經(jīng)擁有她太長(zhǎng)時(shí)間了，

God knows I have no right to her for a single hour.

上天知道，我無(wú)權(quán)再據(jù)她為己有，哪怕只有一小時(shí)。

Life has been unjust:

人生是不公正的;

I think of those who never had

我想起那些從未擁有過(guò)

The riches she has brought me.

如她給我?guī)?lái)的財(cái)富的人們。

I tell her this in fantasy

我似在幻夢(mèng)中告訴她此事

And see what happens.

等待會(huì)發(fā)生什么。

I now become aware

我現(xiàn)在明白了

That she is here for yet another day

她還會(huì)在這兒度過(guò)另一天

And I am grateful.

我感激不盡。