牛津書(shū)蟲(chóng)系列 大衛(wèi)科波菲爾 Chapter 7 Good news and bad news for David

　　All this time I had gone on loving Dora more than ever.

　　在這段日子里，我對(duì)朵拉的愛(ài)越來(lái)越強(qiáng)烈。

　　The more evil there seemed to be in the world，the more brightly Dora's star shone down on me.I am sure I considered her a beautiful angel，far above the rest of us poor humans，and I had no real hope of persuading her to love me.

　　似乎這世上有越多的罪惡、黑暗，朵拉這顆星就會(huì)照得我心里越亮。我確信自己已經(jīng)把她看作是美麗的天使，遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)地高于我們這些可憐的凡人之上。我并不真想說(shuō)服她來(lái)愛(ài)我。

　　Peggotty had come to London with me，as she was feeling rather lonely after Barkis's death and Daniel's departure，and I could not stop myself telling her all about Dora.She was very interested，and most encouraging.

　　辟果提和我一起來(lái)到倫敦，因?yàn)榘涂怂沟乃篮偷つ釥柕碾x開(kāi)使她感到非常孤獨(dú)。我控制不住把有關(guān)朵拉的事全告訴了她。她很感興趣，并且一個(gè)勁地鼓勵(lì)我。

　　野餐地點(diǎn)距離住所有一段距離，斯本羅先生、朵拉和米爾斯小姐坐在敞篷的馬車上，我騎著我那漂亮的白馬伴在他們旁邊。我再也感覺(jué)不到那種騎馬的感覺(jué)了。朵拉背對(duì)著馬匹坐著，看著我，把我送給她的花貼到她甜美的臉上，我們的目光常常相遇，我奇怪自己居然沒(méi)從馬上摔下來(lái)。我注意不到飛揚(yáng)的塵土，記不得我們走過(guò)的路線。有時(shí)，斯本羅先生跟我說(shuō)幾句贊美風(fēng)景的話，我出于禮貌回答了，可我不記得自己說(shuō)了什么，我所看見(jiàn)的只有朵拉。

　　I was very disappointed when we arrived，to find that other guests had been invited.I wat quite jealous even of the ladies，because they talked to Dora and took her away from me，but I hated all the men as soon as I saw them.There was a very unpleasant，talkative man with a red moustache，who insisted he knew all about preparing food，and soon had most of the young ladies round him.One of them was Dora.I felt that he was now my worst enemy.

　　到達(dá)目的地時(shí)，我很失望地發(fā)現(xiàn)，被邀請(qǐng)的還有其他客人。我甚至連小姐太太都嫉妒，因?yàn)樗齻兛偫淅f(shuō)話，把她從我身邊帶走。我更恨那些男士們，從第一眼見(jiàn)到他們起。其中有一位很煩人、喋喋不休、留著紅色小胡子的家伙，自稱精通做飯之道，很快把絕大多數(shù)女士吸引到他身邊，其中也包括朵拉。我覺(jué)得他是我當(dāng)時(shí)最危險(xiǎn)的敵人。

　　When we started eating，I saw to my horror that Red Moustache was sitting，with a huge plate of chicken，at Dora's feet!I could not think clearly，but I pretended to be cheerful.I sat with a young lady dressed in pink，and talked amusingly to her，and looked at her，and fetched her whatever she needed.Sometimes I looked over at Dora，and she looked back at me，but she had Red Moustache and I had the young lady in pink.

　　我們開(kāi)始用餐時(shí)，我驚恐地發(fā)現(xiàn)“紅胡子”端著一大碗雞肉坐在朵拉的腳邊!我的腦子不能清醒地思考了，可我仍裝出一副高興的樣子。我坐到一位穿粉紅衣服的年輕小姐身邊，饒有興致地跟她交談，看著她，并幫她取她所需要的任何東西。時(shí)不時(shí)地，我抬頭看朵拉幾眼，她也回看我?guī)籽?，可她?ldquo;紅胡子”，我有粉衣姑娘。

　　After the meal，the young lady's mother took her away，and I walked alone into a wood，feeling angry and desperate.I was just planning to ride away on my handsome white horse，although I did not know where to，when I saw Dora and Miss Mills coming to meet me.

　　飯后，這位年輕小姐的母親把她帶走了，我獨(dú)自走進(jìn)樹(shù)林，心中既氣憤又絕望。我準(zhǔn)備騎上我那漂亮的小白馬走開(kāi)，盡管我不知道自己要去哪里，這時(shí)，我看見(jiàn)朵拉和米爾斯小姐向我走來(lái)。

　　‘Mr Copperfield，’said Miss Mills，‘You are unhappy.’

　　“科波菲爾先生，”米爾斯小姐說(shuō)，“你不高興。”

　　‘No，no，Miss Mills!’I protested firmly.‘Perfectly happy!’

　　“不，不，米爾斯小姐!”我堅(jiān)定地否認(rèn)，“我非常高興!”

　　‘And Dora，’continued Miss Mills，‘you are unhappy.’

　　“還有你，朵拉，”米爾斯小姐繼續(xù)道，“你不高興。”

　　‘Oh good heavens，no，Julia!’cried Dora.‘Not at all!’

　　“哦，上帝!不，朱莉亞，我很高興!”朵拉叫道。

　　‘Mr Copperfield and Dora，’said Miss Mills，looking old and wise，‘enough of this foolishness!You love each other!Confess it and be happy!Take the chance that life offers you!Listen to one who speaks from bitter experience!’

　　“科波菲爾先生，朵拉，”米爾斯小姐說(shuō)道，看上去既老練又聰明，“愚蠢的把戲玩夠了!你們倆各自都愛(ài)著對(duì)方!承認(rèn)吧，高興起來(lái)!抓住生活給你們創(chuàng)造的機(jī)會(huì)!相信一位有過(guò)痛苦經(jīng)歷的人的話吧!”

　　I was so hot and excited that I took Dora's little hand immediately and kissed it—and she let me!I kissed Miss Mills's hand too，and life seemed wonderful again.

　　我熱血沸騰，激動(dòng)萬(wàn)分，猛地抓起朵拉的手吻了一下——她沒(méi)有抗拒!我也吻了米爾斯小姐的手，生活似乎又重放光彩了。

　　Dora shyly put her arm in mine and we walked about together，until，much too soon，we heard the other guests calling her name.So we had to go back，and when they wanted Dora to sing a song，Red Moustache offered to fetch the guitar from the carriage for her.But Dora told him nobody except me knew where it was.

　　朵拉很靦腆地把自己的手搭在我的臂彎里，我們一起朝前走，可是沒(méi)過(guò)多會(huì)兒我們聽(tīng)到有客人叫她的名字，我們只好往回走。他們要求朵拉唱一首歌，“紅胡子”自告奮勇提出為她去取吉他，但朵拉告訴他，除了我，誰(shuí)也不知道吉他在哪兒。

　　So I fetched the guitar，and I held her gloves，and I sat beside her while she sang.And I knew that in that great crowd of people she was singing only for me，who loved her.

　　這樣，我取來(lái)了吉他。她唱歌時(shí)我坐在她旁邊，給她拿著手套。我知道，在這一群人中間，她只為我一個(gè)人，一個(gè)愛(ài)她的人歌唱。

　　When the guests left，I rode beside the carriage all the way back to the Spenlows’house.Mr Spenlow，who had drunk a lot of wine，was asleep in his seat，and Miss Mills was smiling in a motherly way，as Dora and I whispered happily to each other.Once Miss Mills called me to her side of the carriage.

　　客人們離開(kāi)后，我騎著馬一路護(hù)送馬車回到斯本羅住宅。斯本羅先生喝了很多酒，在座位上睡著了。米爾斯小姐露出母親般慈愛(ài)的微笑，看著朵拉和我幸福地竊竊私語(yǔ)。其中有一次，米爾斯小姐把我叫到她那一側(cè)的馬車前。

　　‘Dora is coming to stay with me，’she told me quietly，‘ the day after tomorrow.Perhaps you would like to visit us?’

　　“朵拉要去我那兒，”她平靜地告訴我，“后天。你或許愿意去看看我們?”

　　‘Miss Mills!How can I ever thank you?’I said.‘What a friend you are—to Miss Spenlow and me!’

　　“米爾斯小姐!我怎么才能感謝你呢?”我說(shuō)，“你是多好的朋友——斯本羅小姐和我的朋友!”

　　When we arrived at the Spenlows ’house，I had to say goodbye to Dora and ride back to London.On the way，I remembered everything she had done or said ten thousand times.I decided I had to tell her I loved her as soon as possible，and ask whether she loved me too.It was the most important question in the world，and only Dora could give me the answer to it.

　　我們到達(dá)斯本羅住所后我不得不和朵拉道別，騎馬回倫敦。一路上，我成千上萬(wàn)次地回憶起朵拉和我說(shuō)的和做的每一件事情，我決定盡快告訴她我愛(ài)她，并問(wèn)她是否也愛(ài)我。這是世界上最重要的問(wèn)題，而且只要朵拉才能給我問(wèn)題的答案。

　　So，two days later，I dressed in my finest clothes and went to the address Miss Mills had given me.The servant took me to the sittingroom，where I found Julia Mills learning a song，and Dora painting the flowers I had given her!After a short conversation Miss Mills made an excuse and left the room，and Dora and I were alone together.

　　于是，兩天后我穿上最好的衣服，按米爾斯小姐給我的地址來(lái)到她家。用人把我領(lǐng)進(jìn)客廳，我看見(jiàn)米爾斯小姐正在學(xué)唱一支歌，朵拉正在畫(huà)我送給她的花!短短地聊了幾句后，米爾斯小姐找了個(gè)借口離開(kāi)了，朵拉和我就單獨(dú)留在客廳。

　　‘I hope your poor horse wasn't tired the other night，’said Dora，raising her beautiful eyes to mine.‘It was a long way for him，to and from the picnic place.’

　　“我希望前天夜里你的馬不致于太累吧，”朵拉抬起她美麗的大眼睛看著我，說(shuō)，“從野餐地點(diǎn)來(lái)回地跑，對(duì)它來(lái)說(shuō)是段很長(zhǎng)的路。”

　　I must ask her today!I thought.My whole body was trembling.‘It was a long way for him，’I answered.‘For me it seemed very short，because of my happiness in being so near you.’

　　我一定要今天問(wèn)她!我心里想著，渾身上下都在顫抖。“對(duì)它來(lái)說(shuō)是一段很長(zhǎng)的路，”我回答，“可對(duì)我卻似乎很短，因?yàn)橛心汶x我這么近，帶給我快樂(lè)。”

　　There was a moment's silence.Then Dora said，‘You didn't seem to care for that happiness earlier in the day，when you were sitting with the lady in pink.But I expect you don't mean what you say.And of course you're quite free to do whatever you like!’

　　沉默了一陣后，朵拉說(shuō)道：“在那天的早些時(shí)候，你好像并不在乎這種快樂(lè)，當(dāng)你坐在那位穿粉紅色衣服的女孩身邊。不過(guò)，我希望你只是說(shuō)說(shuō)而已。當(dāng)然，你有權(quán)愛(ài)怎么做就怎么做!”

　　I don't know how I did it.It happened so quickly.Suddenly I had Dora in my arms and I couldn't stop speaking.I told her how I loved her.I told her I would die without her.And when she blushed and cried a little，I said I had loved her day and night since the moment I had first seen her.I told her that nobody had ever loved or could ever love as much as I loved her.

　　我不知道我是怎么做的。一切發(fā)生得如此迅速。我突然抱住朵拉，滔滔不絕地說(shuō)個(gè)沒(méi)完。我告訴她我有多愛(ài)她，我告訴她沒(méi)有她我就會(huì)死掉。當(dāng)她紅著臉，輕聲地哭泣時(shí)，我說(shuō)，從看見(jiàn)她的一瞬間起，我日日夜夜都在愛(ài)她，我告訴她，沒(méi)有人曾像我這么愛(ài)她，并永遠(yuǎn)像我這樣愛(ài)她。

　　Somehow I found myself sitting quietly next to Dora on the sofa，holding her little hand.We were engaged!I suppose we realized that one day we would get married，but for the moment we were going to keep our engagement secret from Mr Spenlow.When Miss Mills came in，she was delighted to hear our news，and promised to help us as much as possible.

　　不知不覺(jué)地，我發(fā)現(xiàn)自己安靜地坐在朵拉身邊，握著她的小手。我們訂下了終身!我想我們明白將來(lái)有一天我們會(huì)結(jié)婚，但目前我們打算先對(duì)斯本羅先生保守我們已經(jīng)訂婚的秘密。米爾斯小姐進(jìn)來(lái)了，她很高興聽(tīng)到這個(gè)消息，并答應(yīng)盡最大努力幫助我們。

　　Now began one of the happiest times of my life.When I look back，I see how foolish I was，but how loving and sincere!I visited Dora every day，and I did not have time for anyone or anything else.But in the middle of my excitement I suddenly thought of Agnes，of her clear calm eyes and her gentle face，and I sat down immediately to write to her，and tell her all about Dora.I knew that as my adopted sister she would share my happiness，and I wanted her approval.

　　這樣，我一生中最幸福的時(shí)光開(kāi)始了。我現(xiàn)在回想起來(lái)，覺(jué)得自己好傻，可又是那么可愛(ài)，那么真誠(chéng)!我每天去看朵拉，沒(méi)有時(shí)間顧及別人，干別的事情。然而，在我興奮之中我突然想到了阿格尼斯，想到她沉穩(wěn)的目光和溫柔的神情，我立刻坐下來(lái)給她寫(xiě)信，告訴她有關(guān)朵拉的一切。我知道，作為我的義姐，她會(huì)分享我的快樂(lè)，而且我需要她的支持。

　　One day when Peggotty and I were having tea in my flat，Tommy Traddles came to visit me.‘My dear Copperfield!’he cried.‘I've been several times before，but you've been out.’

　　一天，我正和辟果提在我寓所喝茶，湯米·特拉德?tīng)杹?lái)找我。“親愛(ài)的科波菲爾!”他叫道，“我來(lái)過(guò)好幾次，你都沒(méi)在家。”

　　‘My dear Traddles，’I replied，‘yes，I'm very sorry， I've been visiting my—Miss，D，you know.’

　　“親愛(ài)的特拉德?tīng)枺?rdquo;我回答，“是的，我很抱歉，我總?cè)フ椅业?mdash;—D小姐，你知道。”

　　‘I expect she lives in London，doesn't she?Mine—that's Sopby—beautiful name，isn't it?Mine lives in Devon，I think I told you.So I don't see her very often.She really is the dearest girl!She's very busy at home，you know，looking after the other nine children.And her mother，who's unable to walk.’

　　“我想她住在倫敦，是吧?我的——索菲——很美的名字，是吧?我的那位住在德文，我想我跟你說(shuō)過(guò)。所以我不常見(jiàn)她。她的的確確是最可親的姑娘!她在家非常忙，你知道，要照看其他9個(gè)孩子，還有她的母親，不能行動(dòng)的母親。”

　　‘What a wonderful girl she must be!’I agreed politely.‘And tell me，Traddles，how is Mr Micawber?’

　　“她真是位了不起的姑娘!”我禮貌地附和道，“告訴我，特拉德?tīng)?，米考伯先生怎么樣?”

　　‘I'm not living in his house at the moment，’said Traddles，‘because his creditors demanded payment of his debts recently，and he had to move to another house.To avoid these unpleasant men，he's even changed his name to Mortimer，and he only comes out of the house after dark，wearing glasses.’

　　“我現(xiàn)階段沒(méi)住他們家，”特拉德?tīng)栒f(shuō)，“因?yàn)樗膫鱾冏罱偸谴邆缓冒岬絼e處去祝為了避免這些討厭的人，他甚至把自己的名字改作摩爾提么，他只在天黑后出門，并帶上眼鏡。”

　　‘So nothing has turned up for him yet?And what abut the money you lent him，Traddles?’

　　“看來(lái)他還是沒(méi)遇到轉(zhuǎn)機(jī)?你借給他的錢怎么樣了，特拉德?tīng)?”

　　‘I'm afraid I may not get it back.But Mr Micawber promises to give it back one day.He's a fine，honest man，isn't he?’And Traddles looked hopefully at me.

　　“恐怕是要不回來(lái)了，可米考伯先生答應(yīng)我總有一天會(huì)還給我。他是一個(gè)好人、一個(gè)很善良的人，是吧?”特拉德?tīng)枠?lè)觀地看我一眼。

　　Before I could reply，we heard footsteps on the stairs.I was very surprised to see my aunt coming upstairs.She was carrying two cases and her cat，and was followed closely by Mr Dick，carrying two more cases.

　　我正要回答，只聽(tīng)得樓梯口一陣腳步聲。我很吃驚看見(jiàn)姨婆正往上走。她提著兩個(gè)箱子，抱著她的寵貓，身后緊跟著迪克先生，提著另外兩個(gè)箱子。

　　‘My dear aunt!’I cried.‘What an unexpected pleasure!’We kissed each other，and I shook hands with Mr Dick.Traddles left quietly，as he could see we would be discussing family matters.Peggotty made some more tea for my aunt，who had sat down heavily on her cases.

　　“親愛(ài)的姨婆!”我叫道，“多么意外的驚喜!”我們互相親吻了一下，我和迪克先生握了握手。特拉德?tīng)柷那牡仉x開(kāi)了，因?yàn)樗牢覀兘酉聛?lái)就要商討家事。辟果提給姨婆另沏了一些茶，可她卻重重地坐在了她的箱子上。

　　‘Dear aunt!’I said.‘Make yourself more comfortable!Sit in an armchair，or sit on the sofa!’

　　“親愛(ài)的姨婆!”我說(shuō)，“您可以讓自己舒服點(diǎn)!坐到椅子上或是沙發(fā)上吧!”

　　‘Why do you think I'm sitting on my cases?she asked，looking seriously at me.

　　“你知道我為什么坐在箱子上嗎?”她問(wèn)，很認(rèn)真地看著我。

　　I shook my head，unable to guess.

　　我搖了搖頭，猜不出來(lái)。

　　‘Because what I'm sitting on is all I have!Because I've lost all my money，my dear!’

　　“因?yàn)槲易木褪俏业娜克?我失去了全部的積蓄，我親愛(ài)的!”

　　I couldn't have been more shocked if the house and all of us in it had fallen into the River Thames.

　　沒(méi)有比這讓我更震驚的消息了，那怕是這房子和這房子里的人都掉進(jìn)了泰晤士河。

　　‘Yes，’continued my aunt，putting her head calmly on my shoulder.‘I'll tell you all about it tomorrow，David，but tonight we must find a bed for Mr Dick，and I'll sleep here，to save money.’So that night，my aunt agreed to take my bed，while I planned to sleep on the sitting-room sofa，and I took Mr Dick to a neighbour's house to rent a room.When I returned，I found my aunt walking up and down in front of the sitting-room fire.

　　“是的，”姨婆接著說(shuō)道，把頭靜靜地枕在我的肩上，“明天我會(huì)告訴你一切，大衛(wèi)，但今晚我們必須給迪克先生找個(gè)地方睡覺(jué)，我可以睡在這里，省點(diǎn)錢。”就這樣，那天晚上，姨婆同意了睡我的床，我自己則準(zhǔn)備睡客廳的沙發(fā)，我給迪克先生租了一間附近鄰居的房間。我回來(lái)時(shí)，發(fā)現(xiàn)姨婆在客廳里踱來(lái)踱去。

　　‘That Peggotty woman is very fond of you，David!’ she said.‘ She's been offering to give us some of her money—the money she inherited from her husband!Of course I refused at once.But she's a good woman.

　　“那位叫辟果提的女人對(duì)你很好，大衛(wèi)!”她說(shuō)，“她提出要拿出她從她丈夫那兒繼承到的一部分錢給我們!我自然一口回絕了，可她是個(gè)好人。

　　And she's been telling me about the trouble at Yarmouth—’

　　她把雅茅斯的悲劇告訴了我。”

　　‘Yes，poor Emily!’I could not stop myself saying.

　　“是的，可憐的埃米莉!”我情不自禁地叫道。

　　‘Silly Emily，you mean!But I'm sorry for you，because you cared for her once.And now Peggotty tells me you're in love again!’

　　“你是說(shuō)愚蠢的埃米莉吧!可我為你感到惋惜，因?yàn)槟阍?jīng)一度關(guān)心過(guò)她。辟果提告訴我你如今又愛(ài)上了一個(gè)人!”

　　I blushed.‘I love Dora with all my heart，aunt!’

　　我臉紅了。“我是真心愛(ài)著朵拉，姨婆!”

　　‘I suppose the little thing is very lovely，is she?’

　　“我猜那小東西一定很可愛(ài)，是嗎?”

　　‘No one can imagine how lovely she is!’

　　“沒(méi)有人能想像得出她有多可愛(ài)!”

　　‘She isn't at all silly，is she?’asked my aunt.

　　“她一點(diǎn)兒都不愚蠢吧，是嗎?”姨婆問(wèn)。

　　I had never considered this possibility before，and could only repeat what my aunt had said.‘Silly， aunt?’

　　我以前從未考慮過(guò)這種可能性，所以只重復(fù)著姨婆的問(wèn)話，“愚蠢嗎，姨婆?”

　　‘Well，well，I only ask，’replied my aunt gently.‘David，you're very loving，like your poor mother，and you need a good，serious，sensible person to love.’

　　“好了，好了，我只是隨口問(wèn)問(wèn)，”姨婆溫和地回答，“大衛(wèi)，你很多情，像你的母親一樣，你需要有個(gè)善良、認(rèn)真、懂事理的人來(lái)愛(ài)你。”

　　‘Aunt，if you only knew how sensible Dora is!’I replied.

　　“姨婆，你要知道朵拉有多懂事理就好了!”我回答。

　　‘Oh David!’she answered.‘Blind，blind，blind!’

　　“噢，大衛(wèi)!”她回答，“盲目，盲目，盲目呀!”

　　This made me feel a little uncomfortable，but I was glad she knew my secret.I thought perhaps she was rather tiredt，so I said goodnight.She went to my bedroom，and I lay down on the sofa.

　　她的話使我很不舒服，可我很高興她知道了我的秘密。我想或許她太累了，就跟她道了晚安。她進(jìn)了我的臥室，我躺在沙發(fā)上。

　　How miserable I was that night!I knew I should be thinking of my poor aunt's situation，but I could not prevent myself from thinking of Dora.How could I marry her if I had no money，no expensive clothes to wear，no handsome white horse to ride or flowers to give her?

　　那是多么痛苦的一宿!我知道我該考慮考慮可憐的姨婆的處境，但我控制不住要想朵拉。我要是沒(méi)錢，沒(méi)有貴重的衣服，沒(méi)有漂亮的白馬，或者沒(méi)有鮮花送給她，我怎么能跟她結(jié)婚?

　　The next morning I got up early to have a walk in the fresh air，and on the way home，a carriage stopped beside me，and Agnes Wickfield got out.I immediately felt better when I saw her beautiful calm face smiling at me.She had heard that my aunt was in trouble，and had come to London to see her.We walked together to my flat.

　　第二天早上，我起得很早，邊散步邊呼吸著新鮮空氣。往回走時(shí)，一輛馬車在我身邊停下來(lái)，阿格尼斯·威克菲爾走下車。我看到她那美麗、沉穩(wěn)的臉正沖我微笑，我頓時(shí)覺(jué)得心情好多了。她聽(tīng)說(shuō)我姨婆遇上了麻煩，特到倫敦來(lái)看望她。我們一起朝我的寓所走去。

　　‘You know that Uriah Heep is my father's partner now?'she said quietly.‘His influence over my father is far too great.Father is much，much worse.He looks years older，and I'm afraid that，encouraged by Uriah，he drinks more than ever.Uriah and his old mother live with us now，so I can't always be with Father—to—to protect him from whatever Uriah is planning.I just hope that love and truth will always be stronger than evil!’

　　“你知道嗎，尤賴亞·希普如今已是我父親的生意合伙人了?”她平靜地說(shuō)道，“他對(duì)我父親的影響太大，父親身體更加糟糕了。他看上去蒼老了好幾歲，而且恐怕他受尤賴亞的挑唆喝酒比以前更兇了。尤賴亞和他的老母親如今和我們住在一起，所以我不能總跟父親在一起——來(lái)——來(lái)保護(hù)他不受尤賴亞的牽制。我僅僅希望親情和真誠(chéng)會(huì)戰(zhàn)勝罪惡!”

　　I could not give her my opinion of Uriah，because by then we had arrived at the flat.My aunt was very pleased to see Agnes again，and made us sit down on the sofa next to Peggotty.

　　我沒(méi)能談?wù)勎覍?duì)尤賴亞的看法，因?yàn)槟菚r(shí)我們已經(jīng)走到了我的寓所。姨婆很高興又一次見(jiàn)到阿格尼斯，并把我們讓到辟果提旁邊的沙發(fā)上坐下。

　　‘Now let me explain to you all what happened to my money，’said my aunt firmly.I was surprised to see that Agnes was pale and trembling.Betsey Trotwood continued，‘I saved a lot of money over the years，and my lawyer，Mr Wickfield，used to help me invest it in the right companies.But recently I thought he wasn't such a good lawyer as he used to be，so I decided to invest my money myself.What a lot of mistakes I made!Who knows where it's gone?In gold，and foreign banks，and so on.It's no good worrying about it，but I can tell you，there's nothing left.’

　　“現(xiàn)在我來(lái)跟你解釋我的錢到底出什么事了，”姨婆堅(jiān)定地說(shuō)。奇怪的是，我看見(jiàn)此時(shí)的阿格尼斯臉色蒼白，渾身發(fā)抖。貝茜·特拉伍德繼續(xù)說(shuō)，“這些年來(lái)我存了一大筆錢，我的律師威克菲爾先生曾幫助我把錢投資到合適的企業(yè)。但最近我覺(jué)得他已不是原來(lái)的那么好的律師了，所以我只好自己決定投資方向。我犯了個(gè)多大的錯(cuò)誤!誰(shuí)知道那些錢都去了哪里?換成了黃金，入了外國(guó)銀行，亦或是別的。為此犯愁沒(méi)有用，但我可以告訴你，現(xiàn)已一分不剩了。”

　　The colour was beginning to return to Agnes's face.‘So it—it wasn't my father's fault，dear Miss Trotwood?’

　　阿格尼斯的臉上重新恢復(fù)了血色，“那么說(shuō)這——這不是我父親的錯(cuò)，親愛(ài)的特拉伍德小姐?”

　　‘Not at all，Agnes，’said my aunt cheerfully.‘Now can any of you give me some advice?I've asked my servant Janet to rent my little house in Kent.That will bring in about seventy pounds a year.I think we'll need more than that，to live on.’

　　“根本不是，阿格尼斯，”姨婆情緒高昂地說(shuō)道，“現(xiàn)在誰(shuí)能給我出點(diǎn)主意嗎?我已經(jīng)讓我的女仆詹妮特租掉了我在肯特的小別墅。那會(huì)給我們帶來(lái)每年70英鎊左右的收入，我想我們靠這些生活是遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)不夠的。”

　　‘You and David could share this flat very cheaply，with Mr Dick just round the corner in his rented room，’suggested Agnes.‘And I think I can find a little job for David.Do you remember Dr Strong，the headmaster of the Canterbury school?Now that he's retired and come to live in London，he needs a private secretary to work for him in the mornings and evenings，at his house.He was asking Father about it the other day.What do you think?’

　　“您和大衛(wèi)住這套房子，迪克先生就住拐腳處租來(lái)的那間房間，開(kāi)銷很小嘛，”阿格尼斯建議道。“而且我想我能給大衛(wèi)找一份差事。你還記得斯特朗博士嗎，坎特伯雷城那所學(xué)校的校長(zhǎng)?他現(xiàn)已退休，住在倫敦，他需要一位私人秘書(shū)，早晚到他家為他工作。他那天向父親打聽(tīng)此事。你覺(jué)得如何?”

　　‘Agnes!I cried.‘What would we do without you? You are my good angel，I told you so before!I could easily be Dr Strong's secretary，as well as continuing my work in Mr Spenlow's firm.I'll go and see him today，and arrange it with him.’

　　“阿格尼斯!”我叫起來(lái)，“沒(méi)有你我們能做什么呢?你是我的好天使，我以前就已經(jīng)告訴過(guò)你!我可以毫不費(fèi)力地做斯特朗博士的秘書(shū)，同時(shí)可以繼續(xù)在斯本羅先生的事務(wù)所工作。我今天就去見(jiàn)他，把此事跟他談妥。”

　　Agnes gave me her beautiful smile as she got up to leave.I went downstairs with her，and as we walked together to the coach station，I saw an old beggar with a white stick in the street.He was holding out his thin hand for money，and crying，‘Blind!Blind!Blind!’It sounded like an echo of what my aunt had said the day before.Oh Agnes，dear sister!If I had only known then what I discovered long afterwards!

　　阿格尼斯起身告辭時(shí)沖我甜美地一笑。我送她下樓，并一同走到長(zhǎng)途馬車站，在街上我看見(jiàn)一位年老的乞丐，手拿一根白手杖。他伸著干瘦的手要錢，嘴里叫著，“盲目!盲目!盲目呀!”聽(tīng)起來(lái)與我姨婆那天說(shuō)的那幾句相響應(yīng)。啊，阿格尼斯，親愛(ài)的姐姐!要是我當(dāng)時(shí)就知道這個(gè)我很久以后才明白的道理就好了!