苔絲 Chapter3

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Life now became rather difficult for the Durbeyfields.Without Prince to carry loads，John Durbeyfield could not buy and sell as he used to.He had never worked hard or regularly，and now he only occasionally felt like working.Tess wondered how she could help her parents.One day her mother made a suggestion.

德北一家的生活陷入了困境。沒(méi)有“王子”運(yùn)貨，約翰·德北就不能像過(guò)去那樣做買賣了。他從來(lái)沒(méi)有堅(jiān)持賣力地干過(guò)活兒，現(xiàn)在也就偶爾才會(huì)想找點(diǎn)活兒干。苔絲琢磨著怎樣才能幫上父母的忙。一天，她母親提出了一個(gè)建議。

‘It's lucky we've found out about your noble blood，Tess.Do you know there's a very rich lady called Mrs d’Urberville living on the other side of the wood? She must be our relation.You must go to her and claim relationship with her，and ask for same help in our trouble.’

“苔絲，得知你有高貴的血統(tǒng)是件幸運(yùn)的事。你知道在林子那頭兒有位非常有錢的德伯太太嗎?她準(zhǔn)是我們的親戚。你應(yīng)當(dāng)上她那兒去，說(shuō)明和她的親戚關(guān)系。就說(shuō)我們處境困難，請(qǐng)求她幫幫忙。”

‘I wouldn't like to do that，’said Tess.‘If there is such a lady，it would be enough to be friendly.We can't expect help from her.’

“我不愿做這種事，”苔絲說(shuō)，“如果真有這么一位太太，只要她對(duì)我們友善，就足夠了。我們不能指望從她那兒得到幫助。”

‘You could persuade anybody，my dear.Besides，something else might happen.You never know.’And her mother nodded wisely.

“你能打動(dòng)任何人，親愛(ài)的。而且，也許會(huì)有別的什么你意想不到的事兒發(fā)生呢。”她母親自作聰明地點(diǎn)著頭。

‘I'd rather try to get work，’said Tess sadly.

“我寧愿去找工作。”苔絲傷心地說(shuō)。

‘What do you say，Durbeyfield?’said his wife，turning to him.

“你認(rèn)為怎樣，德北?”妻子轉(zhuǎn)向丈夫，問(wèn)道。

‘I don't like my children asking for help，’said he proudly.‘I'm the head of the oldest branch of the family and a noble family like ours shouldn't have to ask for help.’Tess could not accept his reasons for not going.

“我不愿意我的孩子去求別人幫助。”他驕傲地說(shuō)，“我是這個(gè)家族里最古老的一房的家長(zhǎng)，像我們這樣高貴的家庭是不應(yīng)該求助于人的。”他的這些不讓去的理由讓苔絲無(wú)法接受。

‘Well，as I killed the horse，mother，I suppose I ought to go.But don't start thinking about her finding a husband for me.

“好吧，媽，是我害死了馬，我想我該去一趟。不過(guò)別指望她會(huì)替我找個(gè)丈夫。”

‘Who said I had such an idea?’asked Joan innocently.

“誰(shuí)說(shuō)我這么想啦?”瓊顯得很無(wú)辜地問(wèn)道。

‘I know you，mother.But I'll go.’

“我知道你怎么想，媽。不過(guò)，我會(huì)去的。”

Next morning Tess walked to Shaston，a town she hardly knew，and went on by waggon to Trantridge.The Vale of Blackmoor was her only world， and she had never been far outside the valley.All the knowledge she had came from her lessons in the village school，which she had left a year or two earlier.As soon as she left school she had tried to earn a little money by helping in the fields or milking cows or making butter.She blamed her mother for thoughtlessly producing so many children.Joan Durbeyfield was like a child herself， and never thought about the future.It was Tess who worried and worked and felt responsible for her little brothers and sisters.So naturally it was Tess who should represent her family at the d’Urberville home.

第二天早晨，苔絲步行到夏斯頓，一個(gè)她很陌生的城鎮(zhèn)，然后搭上一輛馬車前往純?nèi)鸺?。黑荒野山谷是苔絲生活的整個(gè)世界，她從來(lái)沒(méi)有遠(yuǎn)離過(guò)那個(gè)山谷。她一兩年前離開(kāi)了村里的學(xué)校，她所有的知識(shí)就是從那兒的課上學(xué)來(lái)的。一離開(kāi)學(xué)校，她就在地里幫著干活，擠牛奶或是做黃油，靠這些來(lái)掙點(diǎn)小錢。她責(zé)怪母親不加考慮地生了那么多孩子。而瓊·德北自己還像個(gè)孩子似的，從不為將來(lái)打算。倒是苔絲又操心又干活，覺(jué)得對(duì)弟弟妹妹們負(fù)有責(zé)任。因此，很自然地，她就要作為家庭代表前往德伯家。

From Trantridge she walked up a hill，and turning a corner，saw the house.She stoppd in amazement.It was large and almost new， a rich red against the green of the bushes around it.Behind it lay the woods called The Chase， an ancient forest.There were greenhouses and well-kept gardens.There was no lack of money here. Tess hesitated， almost frightened.

到了純?nèi)鸺梗z爬上了一個(gè)小山坡，拐過(guò)一個(gè)彎后，就看到了一座房子。她詫異地停住了腳步。這是一座很大而且?guī)缀跞碌钠G紅色房子，被綠色灌木圍繞著。在它后面是一片叫做逐獵林的樹(shù)林，這是一片原始森林。還有溫室花房和保養(yǎng)得很好的花園。這里是不會(huì)缺錢的。苔絲躊躇著，幾乎有些驚恐不安了。‘I thought we were an old family!’she said to herself，‘but this is all new!’She wished she had not come.

“我還以為我們是古老的家族呢，”她自言自語(yǔ)道，“但這兒都是全新的!”她真希望她沒(méi)來(lái)。

She was right in a way.All this was owned by the d’Urbervilles，or the Stoke-d’Urbervilles as they called themselves at first.The Stokes were a northern business family who took an old-sounding name to add to their own when they moved into the south.So Tess was more of a d’Urberville than any of them， but did not know it.

在某些方面她是想對(duì)了。這一切都?xì)w德伯，或如他們最初稱呼自己的那樣，歸斯托克—德伯家所有。斯托克是北部一個(gè)經(jīng)商的家庭，當(dāng)他們遷居到南方時(shí)，就給自己加了一個(gè)聽(tīng)起來(lái)古老高貴的姓氏。因此，比起他們中的任何人來(lái)，苔絲都更有資格是德伯家族的一員，但對(duì)此她一無(wú)所知。

A young man appeared in the garden. He looked about twenty-four， and was tall and dark， with full red lips and a black moustache curled at the ends.

一個(gè)年輕人從花園里走了出來(lái)。他看起來(lái)有二十四歲左右，高大，黝黑，嘴唇肥厚紅潤(rùn)，留著打卷的唇髭。

‘Well，my beauty，what can I do for you?’he said， looking interestedly at her.‘I'm Mr d’Urberville.’

“喂，我的美人兒，我能為你效勞嗎?”他說(shuō)道，一邊頗有興趣地看著她。“我是德伯先生。”

It needed all Tess's courage to reply.‘I came to see your mother，sir.’

苔絲鼓足了所有的勇氣，回答道：“我是來(lái)看望你母親的，先生。”

‘I'm afraid you can't see her. She's ill.What do you want to see her about?’

“恐怕你不能見(jiàn)她，她病了。你見(jiàn)她有什么事兒?jiǎn)?”

‘I…I…it seems so foolish!’

“我……我……這事顯得太傻了!”

‘Never mind，’said he kindly.‘I like foolish things.Try again，my dear.’

“不要緊，”他溫和地說(shuō)，“我就愛(ài)聽(tīng)傻事兒。說(shuō)吧，親愛(ài)的。”

‘I came，sir，to tell you we are of the same family as you.’

“我來(lái)這兒是想告訴你們，我們是同族的親戚，先生。”

‘Aha!Poor relations?’

“啊，窮親戚吧?”

‘Yes.’

“是的。”

‘Stokes?’

“斯托克家的人嗎?”

‘No，d’Urbervilles.’

“不是，是德伯家的。”

‘Oh yes，of course，I mean d’Urbervilles.’

“哦，對(duì)，當(dāng)然，我指的是德伯家。”

‘We have several proofs that we are d’Urbervilles.We have an old silver spoon and a seal at home.But mother uses the spoon to stir the soup.Mother said we ought to tell you，as we are the oldest branch of the family and we've lost our horse in an accident.’

“我們有根據(jù)說(shuō)自己是德伯家的人。我們家有個(gè)舊銀匙，還有個(gè)印章。但我母親用那個(gè)銀匙攪湯。母親說(shuō)我們應(yīng)該來(lái)告訴你們，因?yàn)槲覀兪沁@個(gè)家族最古老的一房。還有，在一次事故中，我們連馬都失去了。”

‘Very kind of your mother，’said Alec d’Urberville，‘and I certainly don't regret it.’He looked admiringly at Tess，whose face blushed a deep pink.‘And so you've come on a friendly visit?’

“你母親可真是一片好意。”亞歷克·德伯說(shuō)，“我當(dāng)然不會(huì)為此感到遺憾。”他傾慕地盯著她，這使苔絲的臉變得緋紅。“那么你是來(lái)做一次友好訪問(wèn)的嘍?”

‘I suppose I have，’murmured Tess， looking uncomfortable.

“我想是的。”苔絲低聲說(shuō)，顯得有些局促不安。

‘Let us walk round the gardens until you have to go home，my pretty cousin.’Tess wanted to leave as soon as possible，but the young man insisted.He took her to the greenhouses.

“在你必須回家之前，讓我們?cè)诨▓@里轉(zhuǎn)轉(zhuǎn)吧，我的漂亮表妹!”雖然苔絲想盡快離開(kāi)，但這年輕人堅(jiān)持不讓。他帶她來(lái)到溫室。

‘Do you like strawberries?’he asked.

“你喜歡吃草莓嗎?”他問(wèn)。

‘Yes，’said Tess，‘when they are ready.’

“是的!”苔絲說(shuō)，“等它們熟透了的時(shí)候。”

‘These are ready now，’and so saying，d’Urberville picked one and held it to her mouth.

“它們已經(jīng)熟透了。”說(shuō)著，德伯就摘了一個(gè)，準(zhǔn)備塞到苔絲嘴里。

‘No no!’she said.‘I'd rather take it myself.’

“哦，不!”她說(shuō)，“我寧愿自己來(lái)。”

But Alec put it into her mouth.He put roses into her hair and filled her basket with strawberries and flowers. He gave her food to eat，and watched her，while he quietly smoked a cigarette. She looked more adult and womanly than she really was.Alec could not take his eyes off her.She did not know as she smiled innocently at the flowers that behind the cigarette smoke was the cause of future sorrow in her life.

但是亞歷克還是把草莓放進(jìn)了她嘴里。他還采了玫瑰別在她頭上，并在她的籃子里裝滿了草莓和鮮花。他拿東西給她，自己就靜靜地抽著雪茄看她吃。苔絲看起來(lái)比實(shí)際上的她更成熟也更具有女人味兒。亞歷克無(wú)法將視線從她身上移開(kāi)。她不會(huì)想到，就在她天真無(wú)邪地對(duì)著那些鮮花微笑時(shí)，坐在雪茄煙霧后面的，正是會(huì)給她未來(lái)生活帶來(lái)痛苦的冤家對(duì)頭。

‘What is your name?’asked Alec.

“你叫什么名字?”亞歷克問(wèn)道。

‘Tess Durbeyfield.We live at Marlott.’

“苔絲·德北。我家在馬勒特村。”

‘I must see if my mother can find a place for you.’They said goodbye and she set off home carrying her strawberries and flowers.

“我一定留意看看我母親是否能給你找份工作。”他們告別之后，苔絲帶著一籃子草莓和鮮花回去了。

This then was the beginning. Why did she have to meet the wrong man， and one who was so strongly attracted to her?Yet to the right man， she was only a half-forgotten impression from an evening's dancing in a country field.In life， the right man to love hardly ever comes at the right time for loving.Nature does not often answer a call for love， until the caller is tired of calling.In this case，as in millions，it was not the two halves of a perfect whole who met.A missing half wandered somewhere else，arriving much later.This delay was to have tragic results.

事情就這樣開(kāi)了頭。為什么她一定要遇上這個(gè)不合適卻如此垂涎于她的男人?而她留給那個(gè)適合于她的男人的，只不過(guò)是一個(gè)來(lái)自鄉(xiāng)間黃昏舞會(huì)的已經(jīng)模糊了的印象。在生活中，適合于愛(ài)的男人很少在適合于愛(ài)的時(shí)間出現(xiàn)。上天總是無(wú)視人們對(duì)愛(ài)的呼喚，直至人們呼喚得精疲力竭。這只不過(guò)是無(wú)數(shù)個(gè)陰差陽(yáng)錯(cuò)的故事中的一個(gè)。兩個(gè)無(wú)法完美結(jié)合的一半相遇了，而丟失的另一半還在別處徘徊，姍姍來(lái)遲。這樣的延誤即將導(dǎo)致悲劇的結(jié)局。