暮光之城?暮色 第216期:第十三章 自白(11)

[00:00:01]He lifted his eyes; his expression was wistful, pleading. 他抬起眼，他的神情里充滿了渴望和懇求。 [00:03:38]Even the strongest of us fall off the wagon, don't we? “即使是我們中最堅強的人也會舊癮復發(fā)，不是嗎?” [00:07:33]What are you asking? My permission? My voice was sharper than I'd intended. “你在詢問什么?我的許可嗎?”我的聲音比我本來計劃的還要尖銳。 [00:13:56]I tried to make my tone kinder — I could guess what his honesty must cost him. 我試圖讓自己的語氣更友好些——我能猜得出來，他的誠實一定折磨著他。 [00:21:10]I mean, is there no hope, then? How calmly I could discuss my own death! “我是指，已經(jīng)沒有希望了，對吧?”我居然能如此冷靜地談論自己的死亡! [00:27:31]No, no! He was instantly contrite. Of course there's hope! I mean, of course I won't… “不，不!”他立刻懊悔不已?！爱斎挥邢Ｍ?，我是說，我當然不會……” [00:33:33]He left the sentence hanging. His eyes burned into mine. It's different for us. Emmett… these were strangers he happened across. 他把那個沒說完的句子晾在了一旁。他的目光灼燒著我的眼睛?！斑@對我們來說不一樣。艾美特……那兩個只是他偶然遇到的陌生人。 [00:44:49]It was a long time ago, and he wasn't as… practiced, as careful, as he is now. 那已經(jīng)是很久以前的事了，那時他還不夠……不能夠像現(xiàn)在這樣那么有經(jīng)驗，那么謹慎。” [00:50:47]He fell silent and watched me intently as I thought it through. 他陷入了沉默，專注地看著我。我思考著，然后得出了結(jié)論。 [00:56:46]So if we'd met… oh, in a dark alley or something… I trailed off. “所以如果我們的初見是在……哦，在一條黑暗的小路上，或者別的什么地方……”我的聲音漸漸低了下來。 [01:00:33]It took everything I had not to jump up in the middle of that class full of children and — He stopped abruptly, looking away. “我竭盡全力克制自己，才沒有在那間坐滿了孩子的教室正中間跳起來——”他突兀地停下來，看向別處。 [01:10:03]When you walked past me, I could have ruined everything Carlisle has built for us, right then and there. “當你從我身旁走過時，我差點就要毀掉了卡萊爾為我們苦心筑造的一切，就在那一刻，就在那里。 [01:17:11]If I hadn't been denying my thirst for the last, well, too many years, I wouldn't have been able to stop myself. He paused, scowling at the trees. 要不是我最終克制住了自己的渴望，好吧，要不是那么多年來我都克制著，我肯定無法阻止自己?！彼Ｏ聛?，陰沉著臉注視著那些樹。 [01:27:59]He glanced at me grimly, both of us remembering. You must have thought I was possessed. 他冷酷地看了我一眼，我們都在回想著?！澳隳菚r一定認為我瘋了。”

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