晚安（雙語）

我想把現在的感受記錄下來作為一種禮物送給自己。這樣的經歷我還從未有過，我覺得困倦和寒冷都不重要，自己內心里的期待與絕望才是真的，因為它們也是生活的一部分。

I would like to record the feeling as a gift to myself. I have never had such experience, I feel sleepy and cold is not important, their hearts in the expectations and despair is true, because they are a part of life.

大概有兩米遠的距離，房間的窗戶像是兩只聚焦的眼睛和我對視。此時的我正坐在紅色的手掌形狀的沙發(fā)上等待黎明降臨。屋里漆黑，只聽到翻來覆去的睡眠和低聲嘆息，不知道為什么這樣的場景像是一個巨大的包袱壓在黑夜里我的肩膀。

About two meters away, the window of the room looks like two focus on the eyes and I look at each other. At this point I was sitting in the red hand in the shape of the sofa waiting for the dawn. In the dark room, i only heard over and over sleep and whispered sigh and i don't know why such scenes like a huge burden on the night of my shoulder.

凌晨三點二十分，我可以清晰地聽到來自馬路上急駛而過的汽車的轟鳴，也可以感受得到絕望的人呼吸里每一次苦難的碰撞。這就是生活嗎。我知道隔壁房間里打麻將的人還在喧囂嬉笑。而在這里我孤獨的等待黎明。

Twenty three o 'clock in the morning, I can hear clearly from the roar of the streams and the car on the road, can also be felt desperate people breathing every collision of suffering. This is life? I know people playing mahjong also in the hustle and bustle in the next room. And here I am lonely waiting for the dawn.

丟失了睡眠的人在床上躺著，在直直的坐著，一個狹小的房間里似乎都盛不下一股說不出來的難過。有人在癡 癡的睡，入夢是一件平常卻幸福的事情。越來越冷了，全身不斷的戰(zhàn)栗才能獲得更多的熱量以供抵御這寒冷，而我可以做的就是這么沉默的等待，每一段悲傷里都有一個可以割破人最堅強的地方的利器。黑暗里的人總是這樣偽裝，黑暗里的人總是這樣真實。

Lost sleep lying in bed, and sitting in straight in a cramped room seems to be not fit not to come out of sad. Someone in chi chi of sleep, it is a common but happy dream. It's becoming more and more cold, the whole body constantly shiver to get more heat for protection against the cold, and I can do is so silence of waiting, in every period of sadness, there is a can cutting people's strong place. Darkness always disguise, darkness of the people are always so real.

一個初次見面的女同學的父親患上胰腺癌，這樣的消息對她來說太過沉重，喝酒釋放，從晚上九點她就沿著江邊的馬路一直走，我的迷糊的印象里那條路好長，黑色的夜幕下一個孤獨的背影在那條路上越走越遠直到消失在深夜里。我們每個人都會是黑夜里這條路上的行人過客，可是天就快亮了，我還記得她們唱起那首等下一個天亮。我不知道怎么去安慰，不知道怎么稀釋這種難過，我能做的只有陪伴。有時候我也會想這樣的自己會不會徒勞，可是有人說人生很多事本來就是徒勞的，我也就當做一個安慰和鼓勵。

A female classmate's father first met with pancreatic cancer, the news is too heavy for her, drink much, from 9 o 'clock in the evening she would go straight along the river road, I confused by the road for a long, dark night in a lonely figure on the road more walk more far disappear until late at night. We are this road in the night of pedestrians passing, but the day will dawn, I still remember the first they sang, etc. The next morning. I don't know how to comfort, don't know how to dilute the sad,what I can do is to accompany. Sometimes i think I such will not in vain, but some people say that life had a lot of things is in vain, I will as a consolation and encouragement.

大街上應該是那些被打烊商店轟出來的學生。他們對話的聲音都傳到了高樓的耳朵。他們和我一樣喜歡黑夜。有的人喜歡黑夜，喜歡那種夜深人靜的荒涼。有的人喜歡黑夜，喜歡那種想象迸發(fā)跳躍的快感。

The street should be students who were out closed shop. The sound of their conversation came into the ears of the tall building. They like me, like the night. Some people like the dark night, like the night's desolate. Some people like the dark night, like that kind of imagination bursting leap of pleasure.

后來我們就會走散，像從未遇見的陌生人一樣丟失彼此，像擦肩而過的笑容一樣變成遺忘。這是一年的結局，僅僅是普通的一年而已。我們還有無數個這樣的夜晚或深記心底或盡情忘記。吝惜祝福，卻記得給朋友說晚安，然后我就心安理得的睡著。

Later we will be separated, lost each other like never met a stranger, like miss smile into oblivion. This is the end of the year, is just a regular year. We have thousands of such a night, or deep bottom of my heart or remember to forget. Spare blessing, but remember to say goodnight to friends, then I feel at ease to sleep.