突破口語之獨(dú)白(13):Long Distance Love遠(yuǎn)程戀愛
突破口語之獨(dú)白(13):Long Distance Love遠(yuǎn)程戀愛
All my life I've been waiting for you...
The first time we talked, it was like we had known each other forever. I didn't even know you, but I felt like you were already an old friend. I waited in anticipation for months until I flew to Sweden to study at university in Stockholm. It seemed so far away, but I dreamed about what it would be like when you met me at the airport in Copenhagen.
And the day finally came, I was so nervous. For 9 hours over the Atlantic, my heart was pounding out of my chest. But when I finally saw you (with your little bouquet of flowers that was making you sneeze) and you ran to me and just about knocked me over with your hug. Well, I knew, I knew that everything I thought about you was true. I knew you would never hurt me. I knew I would tear down all the walls that I had built up around my heart for you, because I knew I now had you to protect me.
Every day I love you more. Even when we have misunderstandings, I can't stop thinking about how much I love you. Can you imagine how annoying it is for me when all I want to do is be angry about something that happened, but I can't because the second I look at you, my heart melts. It's annoying, but I love it. I love not being angry. I love not being selfish. I love doing things for you, just to do it, not for something in return.
This letter is a small gift to you. We missed having a honeymoon, and I know Hawaii's always been a dream for you. It's no guarantee, but I thought I'd try...
...I've finally found you, and I love everything about you, especially your "faults". I saved myself for you emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically. I loved you before I knew you existed because I knew that God was saving someone for me.
我的整個(gè)生命一直為你而守候……
當(dāng)我們第一次聊天的時(shí)候，那感覺就好像我們?cè)缫蚜私鈱?duì)方。我甚至還不認(rèn)識(shí)你，可是我感覺你已是我的老友。在期待中等待了數(shù)月，直到我飛往瑞典就讀于斯德哥爾摩大學(xué)。雖然好像遙不可及，可是我總想象著當(dāng)你我在哥本哈根機(jī)場(chǎng)見面時(shí)，那將會(huì)是怎樣的一個(gè)情景。
這一天終于來臨。我無法按捺內(nèi)心的緊張情緒。飛機(jī)在大西洋上空飛了9個(gè)小時(shí)，我的
心就要跳出來了。但是當(dāng)我最終見到
你的時(shí)候，(雖然你手中的一小束鮮花讓你一直打噴嚏)你直奔向我，熱情的擁抱幾乎將我撞倒。這時(shí)，我知道，我知道我對(duì)于你的一切夢(mèng)想都已成真，我知道你永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)傷害我，我知道我心中筑起的所有防線都已崩潰，因?yàn)槲抑垃F(xiàn)在我有了你，有了你的保護(hù)。
我對(duì)你的愛意日益濃厚?？v然我們之間出現(xiàn)誤會(huì)的時(shí)候，我也會(huì)禁不住去想我有多么愛你。你知道嗎?當(dāng)一些不愉快的事情發(fā)生而讓我生氣的時(shí)候，我是多么煩惱，可是一旦我再次見到你，我的心就軟了。雖然這很惱人，可是我喜歡。我不想生氣，也不想自私，我愿意為你做任何事情，一心為你而做，不奢求一絲一毫的回報(bào)。
這封信是送給你的一份小禮。我們都想好好度一次蜜月，我也知道去夏威夷也一直是你的夢(mèng)想，我不敢給你任何保證，可是我會(huì)努力的……
……最終我還是找到了你，我愛你的一切，特別是你的"缺點(diǎn)"。我的情感、內(nèi)心、精神和身體都是為了你而存在。在我認(rèn)識(shí)你之前我就愛上了你，因?yàn)槲抑滥憔褪巧系蹫槲野才诺哪莻€(gè)人。
