General Hospital的莫里斯·貝納德談到了雙相情感障礙患者的生活和生存

General Hospital’s Maurice Benard is a superstar in the soap opera world, but for millions living with bipolar disorder, he is a teacher, a sympathetic ear, a firm shoulder and a symbol of survival.

General Hospital的莫里斯·貝納德是肥皂劇界的超級(jí)明星，但對(duì)于數(shù)百萬雙相情感障礙患者來說，他是一位老師，一個(gè)同情的耳朵，一個(gè)堅(jiān)定的肩膀，一個(gè)生存的象征。

In less than two months, two of Benard’s costars on the ABC soap, who also had the mental health condition — which according to the Mayo Clinic is characterized by extreme mood swings including depression and periods of mania — died at young ages.

在不到兩個(gè)月的時(shí)間里，貝納德在ABC肥皂劇中的兩位合作演員也在年輕時(shí)死亡，他們也有精神健康問題-根據(jù)梅奧診所的說法，這種疾病的特征是極端的情緒波動(dòng)，包括抑郁和躁狂期。

Billy Miller, who played Jason Morgan and Drew Cain, died by suicide at age 43 in September, and more recently, Tyler Christopher — who won an Emmy for his portrayal of Nikolas Cassadine — died after a cardiac episode a week shy of his 51st birthday on Oct. 31. 

去年9月，扮演杰森·摩根和德魯·凱恩的比利·米勒自殺身亡，享年43歲。最近，因飾演尼古拉斯·卡薩丁而獲得艾美獎(jiǎng)的泰勒·克里斯托弗在10月31日他51歲生日的前一周死于心臟病發(fā)作。

A three-time Daytime Emmy winner for his portrayal of mobster Sonny Corinthos, Benard, 60, was 22 when he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 1985. At that time it was referred to as manic depression, and the disorder was not as understood — or as openly discussed — as it is today. 

貝納德在1985年22歲時(shí)被診斷出患有雙相情感障礙，他因扮演黑幫人物桑尼·科林斯而三次獲得日間艾美獎(jiǎng)。當(dāng)時(shí)它被稱為躁狂抑郁癥，這種疾病不像今天這樣被理解，也不像今天這樣被公開討論。

“For about a two week period, I was just acting strange,” he tells PEOPLE, explaining that his behavior at the time included becoming violent with his mother, which had never happened before. That’s when his mother called the police on him. But upon their arrival, Benard says he was acting perfectly normally. 

“有大約兩周的時(shí)間，我表現(xiàn)得很奇怪，”他告訴《人物》雜志，并解釋說他當(dāng)時(shí)的行為包括對(duì)他母親暴力，這是以前從未發(fā)生過的。就在那時(shí)，他媽媽報(bào)了警。但在他們到達(dá)后，貝納德說他的行為完全正常。

"My dad's crying; my mom's crying, but the cops couldn’t do anything because I became normal,” he recalls. “And then the next morning, they took me to the mental institute.”

“我爸爸在哭;我媽媽在哭，但警察無能為力，因?yàn)槲易兊谜Ａ耍?rdquo;他回憶道。“然后第二天早上，他們把我?guī)У骄癫≡骸?rdquo;

While in the county hospital for four or five days, Benard says he began acting like the little girl, Regan, in The Exorcist, spitting on his brother, his father and large male nurses at the facility. 

貝納德說，在縣醫(yī)院住了四五天之后，他開始表現(xiàn)得像the Exorcist里的小女孩里根一樣，向他的哥哥、父親和醫(yī)院里身材高大的男護(hù)士吐口水。

“It was just really scary in there,” he explains. “I was tied down from my wrist, my waist and my ankles. And all I wanted to do was escape the whole time I was there. ‘Get me outta here! Get me outta here! Get me out!’ They didn't know what I had for about a month, maybe two months.”

“那里真的很可怕，”他解釋說。“我的手腕、腰部和腳踝都被綁住了。我想做的就是逃離我在那里的整個(gè)時(shí)間。“把我弄出去!”放我出去!放我出去!’他們大概有一個(gè)月，或者兩個(gè)月不知道我吃了什么。”

Benard went on to meet his wife, Paula, shortly afterward and they married in 1990. She got a look at his struggle with the disorder from the very beginning but has never wavered in her love, support and loyalty.

不久之后，貝納德遇到了他的妻子寶拉，并于1990年結(jié)婚。她從一開始就看到了他與疾病的斗爭(zhēng)，但她對(duì)他的愛、支持和忠誠(chéng)從未動(dòng)搖。

There was even a time when Maurice threatened to kill her, but, she said in her husband's podcast, State of Mind, that the man she saw in that moment, “It wasn’t Maurice. He was sick.”

甚至有一段時(shí)間，莫里斯威脅要?dú)⒘怂?，但她在丈夫的播?/font>State of Mind中說，她在那一刻看到的那個(gè)男人“不是莫里斯”。他病了。”