高中英語作文：新的自己 The New Me

As a high school student, I am always confused about myself. I want to catch other people's attention, I think most girls will have such desire. So when I see the girls look so beautiful, I am so longing to be one of them. I start to lose my weight and try not to eat the delicious food. What's more, I spend a lot of money to buy clothes. My friends have felt my change and some boys look at me, I feel so happy. But in the long run, I feel lost, my friends and I are not that close anymore. I can't focus attention on my study, then I feel annoyed. I decide to give up losing weight and dressing beautiful clothes. Everything is back on the track. I feel relieved and easy. This is the new me and the real me. 
作為一個高中生，我總是對自己感到困惑。我想吸引別人的注意，大多數(shù)女孩應(yīng)該都會有這樣的愿望。所以當(dāng)我看到那些看起來很漂亮的女孩時，我非?？释艹蔀槠渲幸粏T。我開始減肥，盡量不吃美味的食物。而且，我花了很多錢去買衣服。我的朋友都覺察到了我的變化，一些男孩會看著我，我感到很高興。但從長遠(yuǎn)來看，我感到了迷失，我和我的朋友們再也沒那么親密了。我無法集中精力學(xué)習(xí)，我感到煩惱。我決定放棄減肥和穿漂亮的衣服。一切都重新回到了軌道。我感到了松了一口氣，感到愜意。這就是新的我，真正的我。