THE GIRL WITH RED HAIR
1
Wow!
My name is Mark Sellers. I'm twenty-two years old, and I work in security in Mason's store. You can get everything here – books, TVs, hats, flowers, sandwiches, beds, bicycles... It's interesting work, and I like it. Sometimes I walk around in the store, and sometimes I work in the office.
Leon and Shami work in security too. I like working with them.
Look at this woman,' Leon says. 'Which hat is best for her – blue or black?'
I look at the woman on the screen.
Oh – the black hat,' I say.
No!' says Shami. 'The blue hat is nicer.'
We watch and wait. In the end the woman takes the blue hat.
Hurray!' says Shami. 'You two know nothing about hats.'
Yes, it's interesting work.
Today I'm watching the screens. I'm looking at a man with a big bag. He's got a clock in his hand. He looks around slowly. Now he's got a clock in his bag. The man walks to the door. I talk on my radio. Shami walks quietly behind the man. When he gets to the door, she puts her hand on his arm.
Please come with me,' she says.
Good. I go back to the screens.
And then I see her.
Wow! Who's that girl?'
What girl? I can see lots of girls,' Leon says.
Now the picture on the screen is bigger.
That girl there – with red hair.'
Leon looks at the screen.
Hmm – yes, she's OK. But who is she? I don't know. Why don't you go and ask her, Mark?'
He laughs and walks away, but I can't stop looking at the screen. Who is that beautiful girl? What is her name? I want to meet her.
Every day I look for the girl with red hair, but I do not see her.
Where is she?' Leon says every day. 'Where's the girl with red hair, Mark? What's her name?'
Oh stop it, Leon,' says Shami. 'Mark can dream, can't he?'
I laugh at first, but after three days, I want to hit Leon. Then, suddenly, I see her again.
I am watching a woman with a big bag. And then, there she is – the girl with red hair. She's got green eyes too. But there is a baby with her, a little boy. They are looking at a book about trains.
Look, Greg,' she says. 'Look at the big train.'
The little boy smiles. He's got red hair and green eyes too. Her baby. So – has she got a husband? A boyfriend? I look at her beautiful green eyes again, and then I go back to work. But there are lots of questions in my head.
She comes to the store on Wednesday mornings. She usually arrives at about eleven o'clock.
How's your girl?' asks Leon.
She's not my girl,' I say. 'I don't know her name. Her little boy's name is Greg, but she's – the girl with red hair.'
Well, let's give her a name,' says Leon. 'What do you think, Shami?'
Hmm – Scarlet! Her name is Scarlet,' says Shami.
Apples are red,' says Leon. 'Apple is a nice name—'
Then he looks at my face, and runs out the door.
2
Boohoo
Next Wednesday I am in the store when the girl with red hair comes in with Greg. She stops and looks at a picture. Greg takes his hat off and drops it. I pick up the hat and go over to her.
Excuse me,' I say. 'Is this your little boy's hat?'
She smiles at me.
Oh, thank you,' she says. 'Greg, look, it's your hat.'
Greg laughs. She puts out her hand and takes the hat from me. Is she wearing a ring? No, there is no ring on her hand.
Wednesday is the best day of the week, I think.
Ten minutes later, I am near the flowers when Leon speaks to me on my radio.
Mark, go to the door!' he says. 'You must stop her – the girl with red hair.'
What? What's happening?' I say.
Go quickly – now. It's the little boy – he's got one of the red planes.'
Those red planes! Children take them all the time, because they like the colour. Then they get to the door and the alarm rings. Children cry, and their mothers get angry. I hate those planes!
When I get to the door, the alarm is ringing. The girl with red hair is standing there, and her face is red.
What's happening?' she says.
Please come back into the store for a minute,' I say.
We go back into the store, and the alarm stops.
This young man has got the answer, I think. Where's the plane?' I say to Greg.
Plane,' says Greg, and he waves a little red plane at us.
Oh, I am sorry!' she says.
It's all right,' I say. 'It happens all the time. Can I have the plane? Good boy!'
Thank you very much,' says the girl with red hair. But the alarm is ringing again. I must go.
I walk into the office upstairs. Shami is watching the screens. She stops and looks at my face.
She says nothing, but she smiles. Then she goes back to work.
I look at the screens too – but I am dreaming.
I'm happy. I'm really happy. But how can I meet her again? I think about this for the next six days, but I can't find any answers. Then it's Wednesday again.
I'm sitting in the office watching the screens. Ten o'clock comes and goes, then eleven o'clock. I can't see her.
I look on every screen in the store. In the end I see her near the door. She's looking at her watch, and talking to Greg. Is she waiting for somebody?
Perhaps she's meeting somebody. Perhaps she's late. Perhaps her mother is coming. Perhaps—
But now she's waving at somebody.
A good-looking man in a black jacket walks up to the girl with red hair and kisses her. Greg laughs, and the man picks him up and kisses him too. Is he the baby's father? Of course he is. Anybody can see that.
I don't want to look, but I can't take my eyes away from the screen. Then they all go down the road, away from the store.
I look around the room. Leon and Shami are in the store, and the room is very quiet. It feels cold.
Then Leon and Shami come in. 'Now that's not a happy face,' Shami says. 'What's the matter?'
I tell them. I tell them about the girl with red hair, and Greg, and the good-looking man – and the kiss.
Leon looks at my face and thinks for a minute.
Look, Mark,' he says. 'It's a dream, that's all. You see a nice girl, you think about her, you talk to her – and one day her boyfriend arrives. Boohoo. You stop dreaming. But there are always more girls.'
Yes, but—' I say, and then I stop.
But they're not the girl with red hair, right?' says Leon. 'But she's got a boyfriend. You need a different girl, Mark – a girl without a boyfriend. Why don't you come out with us tonight? We're going to Ocean Blue. It's a wonderful club, and there are lots of nice girls there.'
I don't really want to go, but I don't want to stay at home and do nothing.
OK, then,' I say.
Good man,' says Leon. 'See you there at nine.'
3
Yay!!
The club is dark. There's a lot of noise, and a lot of people, but the music is good.
Leon is there with his girlfriend Ellie. I talk to them and their friends. I'm feeling good. Perhaps tonight I can forget about everything. Leon and Ellie are dancing, so I go to get a drink.
Leon is right about one thing – there are a lot of nice girls at Ocean Blue. Tall girls, interesting girls, girls with black hair, blue hair – and red hair.
Red hair? I'm waiting for my drink, and I'm standing next to the girl with red hair. No, two girls with red hair. Is this really happening?
The girl with red hair looks at me and smiles. 'Just a minute,' she says. 'Don't I know you?'
She's talking to me! Why can't I say anything?
In the store,' I say at last. 'In Mason's store. With your little boy. And the red plane.'
The girl with red hair laughs.
Oh, with Greg!' she says. 'I remember. But he isn't my baby – he's Claire's. This is my sister Claire – she's his mother.' The second girl with red hair waves at me.
But I always see you with him,' I say.
I look after Greg on Wednesday mornings, and we always go to Mason's,' she says. 'Then I meet Claire. Well, usually, that is. But not this week.'
Just then a good-looking man in a black jacket arrives. 'Sorry I'm late,' he says, and kisses Claire. 'Hi, Kate.'
Claire smiles at him, and the girl with red hair says hello. I'm starting to understand. This is Claire's husband, and Greg's father. And the girl with red hair is called Kate.
My face is red.
Hey, I'm sorry,' I say to Kate. 'It's – well, Greg's got your hair and your eyes. But I can see now. He's got Claire's hair and eyes. Of course.'
It's OK,' Kate says. 'It happens all the time. People say, "Isn't your little boy happy!" And sometimes I just say, "Yes, he is." '
Claire and her husband go off to dance, and I get Kate a drink.
Here you are, Kate. My name's Mark.'
Thanks, Mark,' she says. 'So you work in Mason's.'
Yes,' I say. 'I work in security. I look for little boys with red planes, and girls with red hair.'
And do you find them?'
I find lots of little boys with red planes.'
And the girls?'
Just one.'
Now I have the answers to my questions. The girl with red hair is Kate. She hasn't got a husband, and she hasn't got a baby. And those green eyes are smiling at me. Yes, Wednesday really is the best day of the week.
紅發(fā)姑娘
1 哇!
我叫馬克·塞勒斯,22歲,在梅森百貨商店做安保工作。你能在梅森百貨買到所有的東西——書、電視機、帽子、花、三明治、床、自行車……這份工作很有意思,我很喜歡。有時候我會在店里四處巡視,有時候則在辦公室里工作。
利昂和沙米也在保衛(wèi)處工作。我喜歡和他們共事。
“看這個女人,”利昂說,“哪頂帽子最適合她——藍色的還是黑色的?”
我看了看屏幕上的女人。
“嗯——黑色的帽子?!蔽艺f。
“不!”沙米說,“那頂藍色的帽子更好看?!?/p>
我們注視著屏幕,等著瞧。最后那個女人選擇了藍色的帽子。
“萬歲!”沙米說,“你倆對帽子一竅不通。”
沒說錯吧,這是一份有意思的工作。
今天由我負責監(jiān)視屏幕。我注意到一個拎著大包的男人。他拿了一個時鐘在手里。他慢慢地望了望四周,之后鐘就在他的包里了。這個男人向門口走去。我通過無線電說了幾句。沙米悄悄走在這個男人后面。當他走到門口時,她一把抓住了他的胳膊。
“請跟我來?!彼f。
好。我繼續(xù)監(jiān)視屏幕。
然后我就看見了她。
“哇!那個姑娘是誰?”
“什么姑娘?我能看到許多姑娘?!崩赫f。
現(xiàn)在屏幕上的畫面放大了。
“那邊的那個姑娘——一頭紅發(fā)的?!?/p>
利昂看了看屏幕。
“嗯——是的,她還行。不過她是誰?我不知道。馬克,你為什么不去問問她呢?”
他笑著走開了,但我卻忍不住一直盯著屏幕看。那個美麗的姑娘是誰?她叫什么名字?我想結識她。
我每天都在尋找那個紅發(fā)姑娘的身影,卻總看不到她。
“她在哪兒?”利昂每天都在念叨,“那個紅發(fā)姑娘在哪兒,馬克?她叫什么名字?”
“哎,別說了,利昂,”沙米說,“馬克總能做做夢吧,不是嗎?”
開始時我會笑笑,但三天過后,我就想揍利昂一頓。之后,我突然再次看到了她。
我正盯著一個拿著大包的女人,然后就看到了她——那個一頭紅發(fā)的姑娘。她還有著一雙綠色的眼睛。但她身旁有個小寶寶,是個小男孩。他們正在看一本關于火車的書。
“看,格雷格,”她說,“看這列大火車?!?/p>
小男孩笑了。他也有著紅色的頭發(fā)和綠色的眼睛。她的寶寶。那么——她有丈夫嗎?或者有男朋友?我再次看了看她那雙美麗的綠眼睛,然后繼續(xù)工作。但我的腦子里有很多疑問。
她總是在周三上午來百貨商店,通常在11點左右到。
“你那個姑娘怎么樣了?”利昂問。
“她不是我的姑娘?!蔽艺f,“我不知道她的名字。她的兒子叫格雷格,但她是——紅發(fā)姑娘。”
“哦,我們來給她取個名兒吧?!崩赫f,“你覺得呢,沙米?”
“嗯——斯卡莉特!叫她斯卡莉特吧(譯注:“斯卡莉特”[Scarlet]意為“鮮紅的”)?!鄙趁渍f。
“蘋果是紅色的,”利昂說,“阿普爾(譯注:Apple作人名時譯為阿普爾,此處取其雙關含義)是個不錯的名字——”
他看了看我的臉色,然后跑出門去。
2 嗚嗚
接下來的周三,當那個紅發(fā)姑娘帶著格雷格出現(xiàn)時,我正在店里巡視。她停下來看一幅畫。格雷格脫下自己的帽子,丟在了地上。我撿起帽子,向她走去。
“打擾了,”我說,“這是你兒子的帽子嗎?”
她對我微笑。
“嗯,謝謝你?!彼f,“格雷格,看,這是你的帽子?!?/p>
格雷格笑了。她伸出手從我這兒接過帽子。她戴著戒指嗎?沒有,她手上沒有戒指。
周三是一周中最美妙的一天,我想。
十分鐘后,我來到花攤旁邊,這時利昂通過無線電跟我說話。
“馬克,到門口去!”他說,“你必須攔住她——那個紅發(fā)姑娘?!?/p>
“什么?發(fā)生了什么事?”我問。
“快去——馬上。是那個小男孩——他拿了一架紅色飛機?!?/p>
那些紅色的飛機!孩子們總喜歡拿這些飛機,因為他們喜歡這個顏色。然后他們走到門口時,警報器就會響起來。孩子們會哭,媽媽們則會發(fā)脾氣。我討厭這些飛機!
當我趕到門口時,警報器正在響。紅發(fā)姑娘站在那里,臉紅紅的。
“發(fā)生了什么事?”她問。
“請先暫時回到店里?!蔽艺f。
我們返回商店后,警報器就停止了鳴響。
“我覺得這小家伙知道是怎么回事兒。飛機在哪兒呢?”我對格雷格說。
“飛機。”格雷格說著,朝我們揮了揮手中的紅色飛機。
“呀,我真是抱歉!”她說。
“沒關系?!蔽艺f,“這是常有的事兒。能把飛機給我嗎?真是個好孩子!”
“太感謝你了。”紅發(fā)姑娘說。但這時警報器又響了。我必須走了。
我走進樓上的辦公室。沙米正觀察著屏幕。她停下來,看了看我的臉。
她沒說什么,但她笑了。然后她又重新投入工作。
我也看著屏幕——但我在做著美夢。
我很高興,真的很高興。但我怎么才能再見到她呢?接下來的六天我都在想著這個問題,但我沒能找到任何答案。然后就又到周三了。
我坐在辦公室里注視著屏幕。10點鐘到了,又過了。然后11點了。我沒能看見她。
我看了店里所有的屏幕,最后看見她在大門附近。她一邊看手表,一邊同格雷格說話。她是在等誰嗎?
也許她要和某人會面。也許她遲到了。也許她媽媽要來。也許——
但現(xiàn)在她正朝某個人揮手。
一個穿著黑色夾克的英俊男人走向紅發(fā)姑娘,親了她一下。格雷格笑了,男人把他抱起來也親了親。他是這個寶寶的父親嗎?當然他是。任誰都能看出來。
我不想看了,但我無法把視線從屏幕上移開。接著他們一起離開商店,走遠了。
我環(huán)顧房間。利昂和沙米都在商店里巡視。房間里很安靜,感覺好冷。
這時利昂和沙米走了進來?!澳憧瓷先タ刹惶吲d。”沙米說,“怎么了?”
我告訴了他們。我說了那個紅發(fā)姑娘,還有格雷格,還有那個英俊男人——還有那個親吻。
利昂看了看我的臉,想了一會兒。
“瞧,馬克,”他說,“這是一場夢,僅此而已。你看見了一個好姑娘,你成天想著她,你跟她說了話——然后有一天她男朋友來了。嗚嗚。雖然你的夢做不成,但總會有其他姑娘的?!?/p>
“是的,不過——”我欲言又止。
“不過她們都不是那個紅發(fā)姑娘,對不對?”利昂說,“但她已經有男朋友了。你需要找個別的姑娘,馬克——一個沒有男朋友的姑娘。不如你今天晚上跟我們一起出去玩吧?我們要去‘藍色海洋’。那是個很棒的夜總會,里面有很多不錯的姑娘?!?/p>
我不太想去,但我又不想呆在家里無所事事。
“那好吧?!蔽艺f。
“好兄弟,”利昂說,“9點我們在那里碰頭?!?/p>
3 耶!!
夜總會里很昏暗。很吵,而且人很多,但音樂不錯。
利昂和他的女友埃莉在那里。我同他們以及他們的朋友聊天。我感覺很好。也許今晚我能忘掉一切。利昂和埃莉在跳舞,于是我去要一杯酒。
利昂說對了一件事——“藍色海洋”里確實有很多不錯的姑娘,高挑的、有趣的、黑發(fā)的、藍發(fā)的——還有紅發(fā)的。
紅發(fā)?我在等我的酒,旁邊就有一個紅發(fā)姑娘。不,是兩個。這是真的嗎?
紅發(fā)姑娘看著我,笑了?!暗鹊?,”她說,“我不是見過你吧?”
她在跟我說話!我怎么一句話都說不出來?
“在百貨商店里,”我終于開了口,“梅森百貨商店,跟你兒子一起,還有那架紅色飛機?!?/p>
紅發(fā)姑娘笑了。
“哦,同格雷格一起!”她說,“我想起來了。不過他不是我的寶寶——他是克萊爾的。這位是我姐姐克萊爾——她才是格雷格的媽媽?!绷硪粋€紅發(fā)姑娘朝我招了招手。
“但我總是看見你跟格雷格在一起?!蔽艺f。
“周三的上午都由我來照顧他,而且我們總是去梅森百貨?!彼f,“然后我同克萊爾碰頭。嗯,大多數(shù)時候是這樣。不過這禮拜不是。”
這時來了一個穿著黑色夾克的英俊男人?!皩Σ黄穑疫t到了?!彼f著,吻了吻克萊爾,“嗨,凱特。”
克萊爾對他微笑,紅發(fā)姑娘則同他打了個招呼。我開始明白過來了。這是克萊爾的丈夫,格雷格的父親。而紅發(fā)姑娘名叫凱特。
我臉紅了。
“嘿,我很抱歉,”我對凱特說,“這個——唉,格雷格的頭發(fā)和眼睛跟你一樣。但我現(xiàn)在能看出來了。他的頭發(fā)和眼睛是跟克萊爾一樣。理所當然?!?/p>
“沒關系,”凱特說,“這是常有的事。人們總說,‘你兒子真開心!’有時候我只是回答,‘是啊,他是很開心。’”
克萊爾和她丈夫去跳舞了,我給凱特要了一杯酒。
“給,凱特。我叫馬克?!?/p>
“謝謝,馬克,”她說,“那么你在梅森百貨工作?!?/p>
“是的,”我說,“我在保衛(wèi)處工作。我總是尋找那些拿著紅色飛機的小男孩,還有紅頭發(fā)的姑娘們?!?/p>
“那你找到他們了嗎?”
“我找到了很多拿著紅色飛機的小男孩?!?/p>
“姑娘們呢?”
“只找到了一個?!?/p>
現(xiàn)在我的問題都有了答案。紅發(fā)姑娘叫凱特。她沒有丈夫,也沒有孩子。而且她正用她那雙帶笑的綠眼睛看著我。沒說錯吧,周三真是一周中最美妙的一天。